I found out why I've been so depressed and emo lately - it's a rare side effect of my meds. Lucky me, huh? Oh, and I'm now having to double said meds because I'm not sure how I'm going to survive band camp if things don't get better. Ugh. But I think knowing that it wasn't my fault has made me feel better. I haven't been all weepy or anything since I found out about the side effect. Woo...?
If you know me at all, you know that Devan has been one of my closest friends since sixth grade. Now she's engaged. What the hell. I know I went all batshit and ranted about marriage earlier in a blog, but it's gotten even more insane since then. The guy that was my band's drum major when I was a freshman (he graduated in '07, there are pictures of him in my scraps) is getting married to the girl that played Dorothy in last year's Wizard of Oz musical. I went to a leadership clinic with all my band's section leaders on Monday, and two of the girls in my grade were talking about how they're going to marry their current boyfriends. What the hell is going on with the current marriage craze? I know of about fifteen people who are getting married, all seniors or recent graduates. Actually, there are two soon-to-be juniors that are married at my school. And while I understand some people may be ready after they graduate and whatnot, I know these people. They're not. Most of them are marrying their first boyfriend/girlfriend. It's ridiculous. Uggghhh it makes me insane. Where has common sense gone?
Anyway, enough of that rant.
I'm writing, I'm writing! I've been thinking a lot about my LotR character and her backstory lately. I think that, sometime in the future, I may adapt it away from the LotR fandom and make something of my own. For right now, though, I'm writing out more of her backstory, so you may see it posted in the coming weeks.
Speaking of writing, I am in dire need of a writing buddy. My usual one is in Canada and is unreachable until she comes home on the 20th. If anyone wants to just ramble and talk about random writing projects and bounce ideas off of each other, let me know.
Anywho, I'm off to go find a computer charger and write some more. Ciao!
Always,
Natalie
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